And just like that Sophie is weaned.
I always knew I was going to breastfeed Sophie, there was no question in my mind that it would happen. Sure I knew it wasn’t going to be easy but I always felt like the struggles would be worth it in the end.
The first few months were hard, Sophie was little and she just struggled to latch. But thanks to practice and a nipple shield we had it down. Overall it has been a great experience for both of us.
Breastfeeding got Sophie through those months of struggling to gain weight. It made traveling Europe when she was 4 months old so much easier. But most of all it was always in my bag of tricks when Sophie was fussy or sick.
Prior to getting pregnant with baby #2 I thought I would keep breastfeeding until Sophie was 2 or until she weaned herself, whichever happened first. But with baby #2 arriving in July I knew I was going to have to wean Sophie with enough time for her to adjust.
Over the last few weeks I have noticed she has less and less interest in nursing before she goes to bed. She is much more excited about the bottle of whole milk she gets from Sean after she is done breastfeeding.
When Sean and I started talking about weaning Sophie last week I figured it was going to be easy to cut some of the feedings out but I had figured the morning feeding was going to be the hardest to stop. Not just for Sophie but also for me.
I had no idea Monday morning was going to be the last time I would breastfeed Sophie.
I am sad that this connection that Sophie and I shared is over. We have spent so many hours of the last 15 months just like this.

But I just keep reminding myself that I get to start this whole journey over again with our new little baby in 7 months or less.